Collateral Damage

I played with your nieces 'til I was out of breath
Debated with your brother about politics
I laughed with your parents about all of it
I loved every minute
I jumped with your nephews on their trampoline
Cleaned up with your sister at that one party
I drank with your brother in two cities
I loved every minute

I'm pretty far from fine
Got just one thing on my mind

Do they ask about me?
Do they ask about me?
I shouldn't wonder but I do
Do they think about me?
Do they wanna doubt me?
Do they know I loved them too?

The battles are all done
We both lost, no one won
Honestly, it's so hard to manage
I'm not thinking of my wounds
Only the collateral damage

I wanted to send presents on their birthday
Overthought the message, would they do the same?
Oh, we're not at war but we're still in pain
I hate every minute

I'm pretty far from fine
Got just one thing on my mind

Do they ask about me?
Do they ask about me?
I shouldn't wonder but I do
Do they think about me?
Do they wanna doubt me?
Do they know I loved them too?

The battles are all done
We both lost, no one won
Honestly, it's so hard to manage
I'm not thinking of my wounds
Only the collateral damage

Your friends became my own
Your family felt like home
Your friends became my own
Now look at me, I'm all alone

Do they ask about me?
Do they ask about me?
Do they know I love them too?