Transitions

Thinking bout what it is and what could've been
The subject of the matter here, it's you miss
I should've told you from the jump but I ran
Wasting a couple of steps instead of flying the air
I put it on my fear of heights scary coz I'm taking flight
Shaking cause I'm feeling the turbulence when I'm going high
Breath out than I remember this God's will
Cold hearted on every beat they get chills
It's tricky when your haters keep thinking you lacking magic
Than you pull a rabbit out of a hat for the aesthetic
Used to hate the fact that these niggas didn't acknowledge me
Like see me as their equal when I'm better than they could've been
So much life and I'm reading you niggas eulogies
Bury them with work here lies another could've been
Back to my life I just live it like an adventure
Everything is captured got pictures for all my ventures
It's when you beat your mountain when you actually grow
I'm transitioning into being a man of my own
Understanding it's not denied because the dream is postponed
But actively trying cause life is really rugby my dawg
And I'm so glad that I'm not druggie of cause
Cause the path that I choose fam thought I'm actually lost
My dad doesn't talk to me always hit me with money
When I got these anger issues and I need the homie currently
He'd rather push me to a stranger like it's therapy
Avoid dealing with my damn A.D.D
And sometimes I look at my mother how she's confused
Cause she don't know what to do
My frustration worries her too
When I reflect I know I gotta do better
I'm complaining but It's weird I don't know my lil sister
On the upside me and my brother are cool again
We talkin' more than often he ain't tryna play pretend
All this wisdom applying it is a struggle
When I'm quiet people thinking maturity but I'm dying
I wrestle with these problems, when they bury me I take the
Faith route then I rise up like Undertaker
At this point I just thank God
For everything that happened to me dawg
I'm at a point where my life is just so clear
I gotta rap, make money, no pretend
I ain't doing no features for free pay me
I'm glad that you see me
I'm in the streets silly where people speaking of me I mean
Dropping these visuals on these niggas
Bury them with work yea they figured
That I wouldn't come really
I came back silly and gave something that they feeling
I mean this part of my life is all reserved
For the mixtape
I hope that you cop it when it drops
Yea I hope that you cop it when it drops