Non Compos Mentis

I hope for the best but take what I can get
I've learned to stay calm rather than throw a fit
I've made too many promises, I've made too many mistakes
I'm someone you don't understand, I'm someone you can't face, no

I should have taken the time to find out who you are inside
But I was too preoccupied with getting inside you
I wish you would have told me what you were feeling before I gave myself up
I'm so fucking tired of being lied to

I spеak to you with swollen glands
I reach for you with blisterеd hands
I'm seeing you through bloodshot eyes
I'll taint you with my fucking lies

I should have taken the time to find out who you are inside
But I was too preoccupied with getting inside you
I wish you would have told me what you were feeling before I gave myself up
I'm so fucking tired of being lied to

But it's too fucking late

It was too dark to see and you had been drinking
It was too soon for me, what was I thinking?
You are as much to blame, what were you thinking?
Now I won't play that game but my heart is sinking