Grace Part 1 (feat. Lucky)

These hard times with transgressions
Living my life to learn a lesson
I know I've been put here for a blessing
Live my life
And just test it
Digging out my intestines
Internal security
Been forcing me to love you
But I can't get out the bed & take a shower boo
You don't know what's inside
What I'm going through
See these demons that I've hid from you
I'm running from they own fear
See what I'm on dear
See these pills
I've been debating to take before you got here
Hoping that God will save me before I choose
I've been known to lose
On lose leaf paper
Bicthes been known to say see you later
I've been on the side
Selling that coke & rise
See my depression rise
From the cracks of pavements that I've skated over
With my niggas
That ain't here no more
But forever I'll remember them even though they're gone
I know God been trying to save me
But I've saved myself from sin
Seeing my soul been single
Never singling
In the end
But I know I'm going through will not end
Or that's just what I wish
Or maybe that's why I can never win