Good Days
I'm doing what I can
Just to make it through the day
But it Seems like I just keep running away
And I'm so tired
Of being tired
But It's the only way
I could ever face
Life with some sort of grace
And Feels like I don't belong in this place
But I'll keep swimming anyway
Maybe I should just
Focus on today
I
Wish it were easy
But it'll never be that way
So
Maybe I should just
Rest my head a little
Been wrong so long
But I'll never say
What's going on
Cause
They never like me
When I'm down
Like hands grasping at sand
They'd never understand
How I really am
They think I'm so different
It Makes them uncomfortable
But this is just living
I spend my time
Trying to find
The sunshine
Mr blue sky
You've been gone For so long
I just wonder why
Probably cause I'm Always in my head
Or stuck in bed
(I can't get out)
And I feel so defeated
Like there's a brighter day
And I'll never ever see it
The fat lady is singing her song
And they don't even see that Anything is wrong
(At all)
Swimming in circles on this world that's wicked
We try to make a change But don't have tools to fix it
Feels like I'm fading away
But It even Doesn't matter
No one needs me to stay
Tired of faking a pleasant face
For people who don't understand
In anyway
What I face
Everyday
Cause
They never like me
When I'm down
Like hands grasping at sand
They'd never understand
How I really am
They think I'm so different
It makes them uncomfortable
But this is just living
(Oh)
They only like me
On my good days
They only care
What I have to say
On my good days
And I know I never talk
Cause my shoes
Are mine to walk
But
All they care about
Is good news
Scared that
I'm something they'll lose
I'm Already lost,
And have been for a few
They'll Never understand
What I go through
Cause they see me
Through their own views
Let me rest today
Not worrying about tomorrow
When I barely make It through today
I Thought it'd get better
As I grew in age
But the weather
Has remained the same
(It's always the same)
Out with the winter
In comes spring
Time flies by
My room isn't clean
Outside
I haven't been for a few
But the sky's probably still blue
There's no change in the life I live
But I don't know a life outside of this