Used To

I used to blindy crawl on the surface
Used to deny you did it all on a purpose
I used to lie to me that I don't deserve this
But if I could now I would not reverse it
I used to call you my home
Now you're out of my sight
Hope you good on your own
Am I out of your mind?
I leave you alone
I won't waste all my time
Climbing back on the throne
I won't wait all my life
I'm no longer running
Running in circles
To search for a purpose
No pain is eternal
I'm no longer running
Running in circles
To search for a purpose
No pain is eternal
I could have known but preferred to ignore
You would leave me alone like you used to before
Your feelings unknown but you used to feel more
Now you tell me you love me by closing the door
I'm learning to stop
Thinking about you
If someone's around you
I'm caring no more
I'm not burning it up
Now I move on without you
I'm glad that I found you
Don't miss you no more
I'm no longer running
Running in circles
To search for a purpose
No pain is eternal
I'm no longer running
Running in circles
To search for a purpose
No pain is eternal