Falter

(Verse 1)
I wanna vibe
But my mind stay jumpin
Like that party on live
Whole livingroom bumpin
Introvert in disguise
Allergic to the public
Word from the wise
Only pursue it if you love it
I'm lost on the subject
Searching for some synonyms
Ready for any conflict
Conflicted on the way it end
Conflict ain't the way to live
Smoke the kush
Exhale my fears
Been on the grind
So many years
Feels like my gears
Been shaved to spheres
The breeze feel cold
But i gotta leave the heater on
Glance over my shoulders
Even when I be alone
I keep hearin my uncle
I know that he really gone
Why I been prayin to catch em stayin
At my granny home?

(Hook)
Too many lights
Been snuffed out
No need for ice
Dont know drought
Chest full of toys
Wit no child
Stay makin noise
I'm a problem

(Chorus)
Can't you hear the tears in the wind
They flyin low
Like my homies off the xans
Do I got a plan
Or will I fall too
Back against the wall
I can't falter

(Verse 2)
I'm under attack
With nowhere to aim
I could fire for x number of days
But that pain remain
Funny feelin
Wishin I could scratch my brain
Words start to jumble
So I sketch the way
My drawin hand never sturdy
Mo steady wit a 30
Fake friends don't stop the hurtin
All they love a dessert burnin
I see it patterns and forms
I'm usually
One tah stick tah my guns
But I'm tired of niggas usin me
I see the signs of truancy
It ain't new to me
But if I cut the ties
Then watch you trip
On yo own two feet
Or tumble out of a tree
Like a branch wit wings
The traitor ima blame is me
Mind of a King

(Hook)
Too many lights
Been snuffed out
No need for ice
Don't know drought
Chest full of toys
Wit no child
Stay makin noise
I'm a problem

(Chorus)
Can't you hear the tears in the wind
They flyin low
Like my homies off the xans
Do I got a plan
Or will I fall too
Back against the wall
I can't falter

(Verse 3)
I've felt hate from my family
And love from my enemies
Why they the same to me?
This life it's been drainin me
Forsaken me
Breakin me
I think it's too late for me
Too many people
They count on me
So I'm runnin until I break
Soulful like marvin Gaye
A problem for garden snakes
Spiders get washed away
Tired but run the paint
A monster on any plane
Product of life and pain
My product is only green
I seen what that white can mean
So many choices to make
So many paths we all see
If i could
I would
Take em all
I'm nosey
Show me
Life if I decided tah
Turn the green tah
White please

(Hook)
Too many lights
Been snuffed out
No need for ice
Dont know drought
Chest full of toys
Wit no child
Stay makin noise
I'm a problem

(Chorus)
Can't you hear the tears in the wind
They flyin low
Like my homies off the xans
Do I got a plan
Or will I fall too
Back against the wall
I can't fall...