Too Many Times

Can't trust me anymore and won't tell me the reason
Guess I just can't give you something to believe in
I need some help can someone please set off the beacon
I been way too fucked up can you stop me from reeling
Driving drunk I'm way too fast
My head went through the fucking dash
I saw the lights start when I crashed
My life is in the fucking trash
Melatonin in the blunt
I need to sleep and calm my lungs
I took too much can't feel my tongue
I know it's fucked but I'm still young

I know why you want me
To come home unhappy
You say I'm so fucking reckless

Too many times I messed it up, got too drunk
Too many times I fell in love, what the fuck is this
Too many times I got too high and I don't know why
Falling apart never even got to say goodbye

Fuck it all I'm back again just trying not to lose a friend
Drink for drink and hit for hit I guess we going to the end
I can't stop just tell me when I fell into the pool again
Call me when it's over when I'm sober cause I need some rent
Overtired and overdrank I need some time to fill my tank
Can't go home her heart is broke to stay happy I just pretend
Need to work I can't go blank got just enough cash in the bank
Buy another sorry mother all that I can do is drink

I know why you want me
To come home unhappy
You say I'm so fucking reckless

Too many times I messed it up, got too drunk
Too many times I fell in love, what the fuck is this
Too many times I got too high and I don't know why
Falling apart never even got to say goodbye
Too many times I messed it up, got too drunk
Too many times I fell in love, what the fuck is this
Too many times I got too high and I don't know why
Falling apart never even got to say goodbye