On My Own

I been doing it by myself I'm on my own now
I been doing it by myself for too long now
Blessings after blessings, I just keep wondering how
I just look up to the sky and can't do shit but smile
I just know my angels watching over me
Wishing y'all were here imagining how it's supposed to be
Need my space most times it be so hard to grieve
Tho I know y'all in a better place, I can't find peace
I wish I had another chance to talk to you in person
if I did it'll heal a lot cause I been hurting
What is life? Ion know I'm tryna find my purpose
Trying to find answers needed help ain't shit working
We all fuck up sometimes but ain't nobody perfect
If we focus on the fuck Ups we can't see who worth it
I believe In second chances cause we all deserve it
I hear a lot of shit but act like I ain't never heard it
I been doing it by myself I'm on my own now
I been doing it by myself for too long now
Blessings after blessings, I just keep wondering how
I just look up to the sky and can't do shit but smile
If I said it I meant it
People in and out of life
Sometimes its feeling gifted
More times like a curse
Please God can you lift it
I ask and I receive, god I know that you listening
Moving pieces around around,
trying to get in the right position
I ain't ask for shit
I don't need yo permission
College to high
Tryna find some tuition
I feel it's something wrong
I think that's my intuition
Baby I'm really chilling
I'm just asking why you tripping
If the feeling ain't right
You just know that I'm dipping
I can't stay around
Nah I ain't tryna kick it
Niggas weird bitches weird
Ain't no way to flip it
I been doing it by myself I'm on my own now
I been doing it by myself for too long now
Blessings after blessings, I just keep wondering how
I just look up to the sky and can't do shit but smile
I been doing it by myself I'm on my own now
I been doing it by myself for too long now
Blessings after blessings, I just keep wondering how
I just look up to the sky and can't do shit but smile