Why this pain (Special Version)

Well, I hope whoever is listening to this, I hope it can help them in whatever Situation
They're in
Peace
So, this is to all the adopted people, like, I know, shit's real, I love you though, even

If you're not, even if I don't know you, y'all are family, ready
Yo, it's like I'm drowning in my thoughts, I can't escape the pain, a life of struggles
And battles, it's been my domain, abandoned at birth, left to fend on my own, Adoption
Brought me love, but also burdens unknown, raised in the shadows of someone else's Sin

but it's me who pays the price, can't seem to win, suicidal tendencies, they haunt me
every night, but I keep fighting, trying to see the light, I really do guys, it's just
really hard, life brings me down sometimes, I'm trapped in this cycle, trying to break
fFree, but the weight of the world keeps crushing me, can't sleep, can't dream, just Chasing

My high, I won't give up, I'll keep reaching for the sky, I mean, why not
Dyslexia had me stumbling, couldn't read the lines, but now I'm spitting fire, crafting
These rhymes, misunderstood, pushed away, I'm on my own, but I'll prove them Wrong
I'll rise up from the unknown, addicted to drugs, seeking solace in the pain, but deep

Down inside, I know I can't remain, I wanna be happy, find peace within my soul, but Sometimes
I feel like I'm losing control, I'm trapped in this cycle, trying to break free, but the
Weight of the world keeps crushing me, can't sleep, can't dream, just chasing my high
I won't give up, I'll keep reaching for the sky, I've been knocked down, but I won't Stay

On the ground, I'll rise up, make my voice heard, pound by pound, I may stumble, I May
Fall, but I never quit, cause deep inside, I know I'm worth it, so here I stand against
All the odds, ready to fight, I'll keep rapping my truth, shining my light, though the Road
Is tough, I'll keep moving ahead, cause I'm a survivor and I won't be misled, yeah, Once

I said earlier, to all