9T Percent

Ninety percent of the time wish I wasn't awake
Yeah
Ninety percent of the time wish I was deep in my grave
Yeah
Ninety percent
Ninety percent
I'm not upset but you ain't hear a word I said
I don't even know what's next
Ninety percent of the time
I feel like I'm stuck in my mind yeah
Feel like I'm wasting my time yeah
No you won't show you won't slide yeah
I tried
I smiled yeah I'm so fine
Don't lie
Why won't you show both sides
No way out
No way out
Person that's inside is screaming let me out
Every time I'm in this spot nobody hold me down
Why can you not just be there for me to hear me out
Like what is the reason
Maybe I'm tweaking
Fuck I ain't needed
I don't feel needed
Maybe I'm wanted
I don't feel wanted
Yeah
What is my purpose
I'm feeling worthless
Baby I'm hurting
All of thoughts that inside of my head
And I swear to god they be making me nervous
I'm not satisfied
I'll just say I'm fine
Yeah but I'm far from it
Yeah you know that I forward
I ain't really finna fall on it
Yeah shit really hurt don't it
Bottom really got rocks don't it
For your information
I just needed space
Fuck your expectation
I guess all the things I needed was some affirmation
Can somebody close to me tell me I am gonna make it
Yeah
Ninety Percent of the time
I wish I wasn't alive
I know that hurting my mom
I tell her everything's fine
Fuck what I'm feeling inside
I feel like I already died
So numb I can't even cry
Yeah ninety percent of the time I feel like I ain't even loved
I feel like a hundred percent of the time I don't feel like enough
This shit is hard
Who do I trust
Who do I love
What do I want
What do I want
They say I got my whole life to fucking live for
Huh Fuck that nine to five
Fuck that shit fuck that shit yeah yeah