Defeated

Feeling defeated
Like nobody sees me
You say I look okay
But inside I'm screaming

I feel like a hero
That can't save myself
Can't say my emotions
Not the time to feel well
When can I wake up
This doesn't feel right
I thought i was growing
Till you came back in my mind
Wish I could go back
And fix what went wrong
Maybe when we're closer
I can give you my all

Feeling defeated
Like nobody sees me
You say I look okay
But inside I'm screaming
It's harder than I thought
Just wanna feel healing
Thought I could ignore it
Cause I defeated my demons

I may have the world
But without you I'm broke
Nobody can save me
Cause there's nowhere to go
You were just more than
A passing in time
I've known this for so long
But thought you needed a life

Feeling defeated
Like nobody sees me
You say I look okay
But inside I'm screaming
It's harder than I thought
Just wanna feel healing
Thought I could ignore it
Cause I defeated my demons

I see where I messed up
I sit in regret
No way to look forward
Wish I used my chance
Gone so long without you
Thought I was on top
Then when I'm in silence
These voices don't stop

Feeling defeated
Like nobody sees me
You say I look okay
But inside I'm screaming
It's harder than I thought
Just wanna feel healing
Just wanna feel healing