Song for Jude St. Francis

[Verse]
Parts of me fall off, just sew ‘em back
Punch me in the face, I’m blue n' black
Crumpled dollar bills, unwanted time
Take a lot of benzo's, n' I’ll be fine

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ll show you what I got
But it’s not going to last
But when I tell you how I’m feeling
I hope you survive the blast

[Chorus 1]
Because there’s shadow people, rapists, and a car
That I crashed when I can't take things anymore
I’ve tried so many times to unalive
But something out there wants me to survive

[Post-Chorus]
Maybe, it just wants to see me rot
Maybe, it wants me to get a job
Maybe, it wants me to be alone
Maybe, I should try and do it
Before my roommates come home

[Chorus 2]
But then they put me on risperidone so I
Wouldn't see the people I had in my mind
Maybe, this time they’ll stop talking to me
And I can sleep again and dream a happy dream

[Chorus 2]
But then they put me on risperidone so I
Wouldn't see the people I had in my mind
Maybe, this time they’ll stop talking to me
And I can sleep again and dream a happy dream

[Post-Chorus]
Maybe, I should try and do it
Before my roommates come home