Mud

Just how did days turn to months?
And the tide won't slow for you
But I always stay a month behind or so
But now somethings overlapping,
I've got somethings overlapping
Just to pass time
I always lacked the self control
Then November rolls around and somethings always missing
Empty
I miss it
But you help me mask it
You know I had the same shit going on all along
But you help me mask it
Maybe you
Marie you help me mask it
Just a quick smoke so I could get through
But now you're too far out of reach
I put, I put you too far out of reach
Because I know a time comes
Where I'll have to face it myself
But some things aren't so easy
Like when I feel like dying when I hit a rut
As I lay beneath the depths
But you kept me grounded
But I had to let go just so you could spread your wings
I'm an anchor
I'll be fine
I always liked the bottom
Where the sand turns to mud
There's some funny things down here
Like some purple girl with a big smile
With a big smile