A Thousand Apologies

Supreme
Thoughts come my way
Lose it all
But it was nothing anyway
(What's done is done)
But I know I'll be safe
In time you will too
(So beautiful)
Gotta set me free

And you're all very proud
When there's nothing left to steal
And I feel, so real, it scares me
Have I ever asked for more?

Betrayed
My plan ends a war with me
(It's never up to me)
I know they'll all pray
(How far, kid?)
Cause from here it looks like a long way down
I can't climb back up
(Like a slow crawl)
That's keeping me from you

And you're all very proud
When there's nothing left to steal
And I feel, so real, it scares me

Have I ever asked for more?
Was I that insecure?
That's all fucked up

Can't you stick out your fears
Can't you push them out some more, yeah
Can't you stick out your fears
Can't you push them out some more, yeah

I know it's all in there but I can't see
I can't see that far
Yeah

Ultimatum time now, what's it gonna be?
Something, something's wrong
Something's wrong, something's very wrong

Please, can I have more time?
If I see you again, I'll laugh right in your face