Freak

I can't change my fate
Make you feel my pain
See you suffocate
Hell now lives inside of me

All this voices in my head, I want to blow them out
Heard me talking to myself, they think I'm wicked now
You've been looking for my soul, but it's not around
You can try to bury me, but I'll be crawling out

In our graveyard walk
Spread the wings of a hawk
You can live in my head
And make friends with the dead

I don't care what is real
I'm going to lose my mind, hate myself
I don't want to cry for help, I won't tell
You're going lock me up, go to hell

Blame it on me, I love it
I am a freak
It's what you want me to be
So it's an eye for an eye
Now watch you bleed

I can't change my fate
Make you feel my pain
See you suffocate
Hell now lives inside of me

Oh, right now
Oh, break me
It's what you want to say
Words mean nothing
You're self-contained
I broke my body
My mind is sprayed
I bleed but nothing dried up and played

My reflections staring back at me, but I
Can say I recognize it
And when my final run is getting closer
Cuts deep and I won't survive it

I feel the bullet dripping down from my head to my neck
I look quite differently as I'm freed from my head

Look what I became
Now I love to hate

Drown in the mud
Choke on your blood

Blame it on me, I love it
I am a freak
It's what you want me to be
So it's an eye for an eye
Now watch you bleed

I can't change my fate
Make you feel my pain
See you suffocate
Hell now lives inside of me