Sorry I'm a Downer

i’m sorry i’m a downer
i’m a mess now, it’s true
searching for a feeling
when these feelings can kill you

i’m just talking to my problems
it’s way past trying to solve them
i could lead a double life
one that’s happy, one that’s mine

life’s a big ol' fuckin' pattern
and i’m sick of getting sadder, yeah
when the past cuts just like a knife
heartbeat repeating every faster
tired, but doesn’t even matter?
when everyday the same, that’s life

catch me falling through my youth
i know it’s nothing new

i’m sorry i’m a downer
i’m a mess now, it’s true
searching for a feeling
when these feelings can kill you
i’m sorry i’m a downer
i’m a mess now, it’s true
searching for a feeling
when these feelings can kill you

i think that maybe this is manic
should i panic again?
life loves keeping me a hostage
and neither one of us wins

living a lie
it’s perfectly designed
i tried to let you know
you gotta let me go

i know this is nothing new

i’m sorry i’m a downer
i’m a mess now, it’s true
searching for a feeling
when these feelings can kill you
i’m sorry i’m a downer
i’m a mess now, it’s true
searching for a feeling
when these feelings can kill you