Growing up

(Verse 1)
I guess that guy Peter Pan was fucking right
Growing up and getting older is a waste of time
I still feel like a kid in an adult world
I don’t know if I’ll be able to cross the line
I’m 4 days from entering my 20s
Tears are on my fucking face like fenty
I feel fucking numb like the late X
Who knew I’d end my teen years
With consequences of adult sex
My perspective on life changes fast
A lot of it is due to mistakes in my past
I cut people off without hesitation
I’m fed up with people being lessons
I’m fed up with people being lessons

(Verse 2)
Since I turned 18
I wanted to scream. Yeah
I wanted to fall like it was Halloween
People expecting more from me
So I became salty like the sea
I think I haven’t done shit
A lot of times I wanna fucking quit
2019 my wrist were nearly slit
I’m not in that headspace anymore
Counting the years like a high score

(Verse 3)
Growing up ain’t no fun
Growing up ain’t no fun. No
I feel a little more peaceful when making music
When I’m at the gym working till I feel sick
Growing up you have body issues
You try and be someone else but you
While you try it, it doesn’t work yeah
Now you’re left to search
Searching for your purpose
I’m trying to find mine, life
Full of trauma like Jamie Lee Curtis
I don’t know if I’m ready..to turn 20
I feel it’ll be like a nightmare
Created by Freddy

(Outro)
Thanks for listening I guess haha