i'm lost

I just spent too much time
Trying to find what's real
Trying to find what's right
If I don't I just might
Try to find my peel
And rip out my spine
No one else cared
Till' she cared yeah
No one else came
Till' she came yeah
She was my founding figure
She was my only listener
I just hope she knows what she meant to me
I just hope she knows what she said to me
Sometimes I miss her voice in my head
Sometimes i wish that i went instead
I don't got the choice now
I don't got the choice
Yeah, she driving through my head
Driving in a rolls royce
I don't got the choice now
I don't got the choice
Yeah I lost my only friend
Yeah I lost my only joy
I don't got the choice now
I don't got the choice
Yeah she driving through my head
Driving in a rolls royce
I don't got the choice now
I don't got the choice
Yeah i lost my only friend
Yeah i lost my only joy