Depression

10 years old leaving with depression
Killing myself
Thats was the question
Looking up to God
Asking him why
Do i go through so much pain
Nigga talking shit
Putting dirt on my name
Never getting love
From the ones i love
But i still seek love
But im fighting though
Ive been fighting the highs and lows
People tend to switch up and go
People gone always be yo circle
Got me looking stupid like urcle
Its alot to bare with when you wanna die
Wanna be like MJ and you just wanna fly
Fly
So high
That I meet God in sky
Dont go back to earth
For the spare of time
Just talk to God
And unwind
And ask him the questions
WHY YOU PUT ME HEAR?
IS MY DEATH CLOSE OR NEAR?
Cause I remember the times
Up in the bathroom
Wanting to slice my wrist
Cause a quick move
Watch the blood run slow
Fuck it, its just how it go

Cause i want a couple of friends
A couple of ride or die real niggas
That'll ride with me till the end
HAVE MY BACK FASHO
LET THESE NIGGAS KNOW
Cause ion wanna have to join a gang
Its To much stress on my brain
That i gotta maintain
If a person get hurt
The way my mind works
I dont wanna take the blame

I just wanna held
Known to win all my battles
Its rare
That i fail
My mind and heart
Had to prevail
My mind gets the best of me
Lord cant you tell?
Drinking shots to the brain
Hoping that this liquor
Can help to clear the pain
ITS DRIVING ME INSANE
ITS DRIVING ME INSANE
Yeah