F2F

Ice hot cement
and waves of cold heat
Under me when I
run in bare feet
I can't feel
like pain isn't real

Sitting under that old cherry tree
Dark buzzing cloud
that stings like a bee on the kill
Like shit doesn't heal

I gotta
Forgive you to forget
I've been hurt for too long now
This life ain't over yet
can't keep hating myself

Millions of thoughts
Irrational fears
circle my head
I'm not seeing
clearly again
Where have I been?

Hand on the mirror
I found my glass twin
Glad she can keep my
darkness hid
under the skin
I'm wearing thin

I gotta
Forgive me to forget
I've been hurt for too long now
This life ain't over yet
can't keep hating myself
Been hangin on til now
But I gotta
I gotta get out
So I forgive you to forget
I've been so hurt, now I'm
I'm done

I leave it all behind
I can't hold onto things I never had
I'm older than I thought
I would be at 25
Look at me
Now the door is closed
And the blood is dried
and I gotta
move on

So I forgive you to forget
I've been hurt for too long now
This life ain't over yet
can't keep hating myself
Been hangin on til now
But I gotta
I gotta get out
Forgive me to forget
I've been hurt, now I'm
I'm done

I think a big, big lesson for you in this life is to... To not only be you, but to...Show yourself.