December

It was four or five of everything, as you are no good
I saw it through the frame and through my face
Covering my eyes, because we are nothing
And never quite the same from a black and white summer
With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades
I think it cured my pain, again

Promise you will go down my neck
Just like those pills and your cigarette

So as my fingers curl, I move my lips just so you won't have to
Damnit you clever girl, your style is keeping us from sleep
One more and I'm free, oh we've been so lucky
Yeah we've been so likely to lose
So give in, let's give in

It's all suicide if I hide
Because you are everywhere I look and in my skin
I taste your neck and lips just from breathing in
Let's call it off kid
But through the window you reach for the cold
But the door is so much closer
And the sun has sold itself to the land and all over my skin
No! No! Stop it, stop him

So what, so what, we all were all afraid
So this I swear I know, it's not the chemicals
You are off my mind, I finally got away
You said it's such a life to remember
So come on, and we'll sleep away December
It was you, bringing your white company
Bringing the night so it seemed
And we will never sleep again
So as you walk through the door
And yell I'm never coming back here
It's over we are still nothing