I Die Slow

I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow

They try to say that life is fast, man
Life ain't fast
All these cars around the road
That I can't pass
Speeding directly at the wall
Hoping I won't crash
No matter how strong the drugs are
The high won't last
I'm so terrified of negative emotions
That I numbed myself with
Sedatives and potions
I've repressed so many quotes
And they wеre never еven spoken
Now depression is exploding deep inside of me
And everything is broken, holy fuck!
That's the reason people get
Addicted to dope
There's something hurting inside
And they can't fix it with hope
Yeah, I'm tryna glue the
Pieces back together
If you stare into the void
Then you can see me cracked from pressure
If I can give you any advice
Death happens one time, then life is over
You ain't living it twice
I hope you living it like
You know that one day your heart will bust
Even the son is gonna die
And turn to carbon dust

I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow

Can you imaging falling in love with
The person that seems so perfect?
You'd think they were made for you
You'll have a wedding ceremony
All your friends and family come
And then you buy a house, and have a kid
Maybe even two then everything changes
And it's like you ain't never
Met this person before
Things are worse than before
Listen to me newlyweds
Let me get it through your head
Y'all can have a good marriage
Or this could be you instead
They got married, they had children
He stopped caring 'bout
His physical appearance
She started bitching, he never listens
He never helps her with the
Laundry or the kitchen
He never helps her with the child of course
She gets home from work with
A smile that's forced
They filed for divorce
Most married people do
You gotta work together, or they could be us

I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow (Nah, not us)
I die, I die slow
I die, I die slow (Don't let that be us)
I die, I die slow i die, I die slow
I die, I die slow

As you can hear from this album
I had a very difficult challenging
Last couple of years
And wanna tell you therapy helped
Communication helped
So if you feel like your marriage
Or your relationship is absolutely dying
It's not dead yet
Bring it back to life, work together
You can do it we did it