Everything Almost

Is this something I can say I know?
Or is it me being painfully eternally hopeful?
Oh god you have no idea what you’re doing, but I do
On the ninth of May I wrote it down
I found the journal when I was moving into your house
“Big love, big love”
Those were the words it was gonna be big love

Is it gonna be ok
If you keep some things just for you
And I keep some things just for me
Is it ok if we give each other almost everything, everything

Everything almost everything
Everything, almost

I had a dream there was a baby inside me
One hand on my belly and the other one pointing
Ordering you around the house like a bitch
And you just laughing and taking it
And then I think about my parents
What if they’re not here to see it
I don’t think that I could handle it
don’t wanna start believing it
So I completely avoid it

Is it gonna be ok if we really do this
Build a family, build a life
Dad always used to say
“you can have everything but not all at the same time”

Everything almost everything
Everything, almost

We’ve got it baby, we’ve got it, everything
We’ve got it baby, we’ve got it, everything