Reminiscing

I feel like reminiscing
And imma be realistic
You hangin with some niggas
That just wanna be unlisted
I hope a day you miss me
My words a type of lesson
But i ain't got a blessing
And i ain't gotta test it
I just wanna drink it
You fuck me in the trenches
You leave me with the blankets
You got me overthinking
And i ain't gotta name it
I ain't gotta face it
I been on some phases
How could you play with my name on your brain
I wish I could restart my sins and my flaws
Since a nigga just be hanging for some love
Pain from above
Hanging with my dawgs
Spazzing on some gas
Bitch so smooth like jazz
When i had everything
I was on the maintain,
pills to the brain
And shots through the membrane
I can't even name it
Pain through my veins
All want is changes
But i can't even change it
I wish I could flip this shit up
Reverb on my takes
Imma take that shit off
Her face on my brain
Who gonna take that shit off
I got pills for any moment
I'll make a fucking movement
I mean it like im human
I beat it till she move it
And i ain't gotta prove it
This shit a fucking movie
And I'm just being clueless
Not to be the cruelest
I swear
I feel like reminiscing
And imma be realistic
You hangin with some niggas
That just wanna be unlisted
I hope a day you miss me
My words a type of lesson
But I ain't got a blessing
And I ain't gotta test it
I just wanna drink it
You fuck me in the trenches
You leave me with the blankets
You got me overthinking
And i ain't gotta name it
I ain't gotta face it
I've been on some phases
How could you play with my name on your brain
I wish I could restart
my sins and my flaws
Pain through my veins
All want is changes
Her face on my brain
Who gonna take that shit off
I wish I could flip this shit up
You hangin with some niggas that just wanna be unlisted
I hope a day you miss me
How could you play with my name on your brain