Bad Butterflies

B-B-Bad butterflies
I see the stranger in your eyes
Seeking for the bright side
It feels safe this time
A home soaked with lies
You've tried to break the clouds
All that's left is blue light
There is no doubt
You will destroy it this time
From above
You're looking down on us
Forcing others to look up
I've never loved the way you've tried to interfere
I've tried to pray
But now I see you crystal clear
I have to realize
That I tried too hard sometimes
Don't want your compromise
All that remains are bad butterflies
You wanted to fly alone
With the wings made of my bones
I gave everything I had
I put you on a throne
Abusive power
I believed it every day
I don't need your blessing
I'll go my own way
I have to realize
That I tried too hard sometimes
Don't want your compromise
All that remains are bad butterflies
Want to put you out of my mind
Maybe I am hypnotized
Looking through your glazed eyes
All that remains are bad butterflies
I have to realize
All that remains are bad butterflies
Once I believed that my faith in you
would set me free
But you were holding back on me
Could never spread my wings
While I'm begging on my knees
All that remains is a ghost I've loved
I've followed you like you were a misguided god
You've been telling me you were just misjudged
Now I Know I'm my
Own God
My Own God
My Own God
My Own God
My Own God
I have to realize
All that remains are bad butterflies
All that remains are bad butterflies