Social Detachment

(Yeah woah woah woah woah)
(Yeah woah woah woah woah)
(Yeah woah woah woah woah)
(Yeah woah woah woah woah)
(Yeah yeah yeah)
(Yeah yeah yeah aye)
(Malloy is it you again?)
I spend every fucking day at home
I spend all my hours by myself now
Lately I really been too alone
But I just don't fuck with nobody else now
I been isolated, that's just how I feel
I really fucking hate it, but shit it's getting real
My mind is complicated, my heart is made of steel
So no you cannot break it, I wish you knew the deal
I'm trapped in a corner away from the public, and they wanna know why I live like that
They act like the care and they act like they love me, no wonder they ask where my head be at
They really think that I'll tell them what's going inside my life, but I know you a rat
They only think that I rap
They always think that I cap
I wish I could say I'm doing so much better (Yeah yeah)
When it comes to me these people got vendettas (Yeah yeah)
(Yeah yeah)
I don't really get them
I'm not who they think I am could someone tell them (Yeah yeah)
I still hear the voices in my head
I know they still haunt me (Yeah)
So I'm coping I've been taking all these meds
Now the devil can't taunt me (Yeah)
Haven't dropped since February
Some ask why and some probably think I'm stuck in a cemetery
Some nights wish I was
Other nights I just get geeked up off the drugs
Just to get it off my mind, I don't like the way I start to feel late at night
I hope one day you'll realize, everything about you's a facade your life's a lie
(Woah woah woah woah)
(Yeah woah woah woah woah)
(Yeah yeah yeah)
(Yeah yeah yeah aye)
I spend every fucking day at home
I spend all my hours by myself now
Lately I really been too alone
But I just don't fuck with nobody else now
I been isolated, that's just how I feel
I really fucking hate it, but shit it's getting real
My mind is complicated, my heart is made of steel
So no you cannot break it, I wish you knew the deal