Indecisions

Waiting for the train going to your place
Thought this was the last time I'd see your face
Noticed the missed call pop up on my phone
No I can't deny that I'm all alone
Why do I repeat all the same mistakes
I know we ain't for real, this is just a game
But feelings are inevitable along the way
The music to my ears is when you call my name
But every time I come back for more
I second guess and count down to four
Now I'm walking home, hollow inside out
I gave you what you wanted there is no doubt
They say that I'm a people pleaser, that's okay
To be quite honest with you that's my second name
If I had the choice would it do some good?
I'm sure if that's the case I probably would
But It feels like I'm trapped in this indecision storm
A revelation in my heart is bound to be born
But every time I come back for more
I second guess and count down to four