nosebleed

My nosebleeds when I'm stressed but my heart bleeds now you've left
And it hurts me that you don't see, the crippling effect you have on me

Cause the sun is bright until the moon shows up, but the moon is only bright when the sun is shining
And its toxic codependency but its cute
I think one of them's me, and one of them's you
You decide cause I can't do this for you too

I sleep too much when I'm sad, to avoid the thoughts that make me feel so bad
But you show up in my dreams from another realm
Now for the rest of the day we're fucking attached

Fake promises, fake words, i'm collateral damage in your war and i'm so fucking tired of it
Cause you swore you'd put me first and now i'm not even in your to do list
Survive your painful highs and hold on too damn tight
We're the best eclipse of our time