A Heavy Dose of Fear & Loathing

I wish I was cool I wish I was interesting
There is this person I really want to be
I want to be cool I want to hangout
But I guess that's not what I'm about

I hate myself, but more than anything else
I hate myself for carrying so much self loathing
I hate myself, but I guess that's what happens
When you let fear take over your mind and it starts rotting
Yeah I hate myself for hating myself

I wish I could I sing I wish I didn't feel like shit
I want to know what words to write to make this song a hit
I want to make money I want to be happy
But I just can't stop making these songs sound sappy

I hate myself, but more than anything else
I hate myself for carrying so much self loathing
I hate myself, but I guess that's what happens
When you let fear take over your mind and it starts rotting
Yeah I hate myself for hating myself

I hate myself, but more than anything else
I hate myself for carrying so much self loathing
I hate myself, but I guess that's what happens
When you let fear take over your mind and it starts rotting
Yeah I hate myself for hating myself