Coffee and Good Mornings

"Good mornin’"
"Coffee?"
"Coffee" and "good mornings"
"Coffee", "coffee", and "good mornings"
I be walking down the hall
And I hear "coffee" and "good mornings"
I be tired and disordered, why you gotta flaunt it?
Man I know that you're important
You say "coffee" and "good mornings"
"Coffee", "coffee", and "good mornings"
Often I'd ignore it, but this morning I am pissed
'Bout to go off in a moment if you taunting
I be feeling awkward 'cause I'm feelin' horrid
Why you gotta start me off with a "good morning"?
When I get to school, you come approach me
Say "good morning" to me and "how's it going?"
Always smiling at me, I try to smile right back
But you're always so happy and I don't like that
I'll be right back, gotta check my face in front the mirror
Make sure you can't see the tension
In my face holding the tears
I'm in fear, gotta keep up my appearance for my peers
I am nearly past the point
Where I can't fake it with a cheer
It appears you don't care much how I feel
It's like you cannot wait to get all up in my grill
Tell me "nice day", you're so happy you're alive still
Think that nobody will punch you, trust me I will
I still know your good intentions
I'm just messing with you
'Cause you probably thought that
That was empathetic of you
And you never knew that it
Would really mess with my mood
'Cause the first thing I would hear
When I would step in the school was always
"Coffee" and "good mornin'"
"Coffee", "coffee", and "good mornings"
I be walkin' down the hall
And I hear "coffee" and "good mornings"
I be tired and disordered, why you gotta flaunt it?
Man I know that you're important
You say "coffee" and "good mornings"
"Coffee", "coffee", and "good mornings"
Often I'd ignore it, but this morning I am pissed
'Bout to go off in a moment if you taunting
I be feeling awkward 'cause I'm feelin' horrid
Why you gotta start me off like that?
Your head can play tricks on you
When you're feelin' depressed
Everyone is out to get you and no one is your friend
Even the person smiling at you is just really pretending
He just wants to make you feel bad, "Sad once again?"
I mean you had a good friend, but then you let him go
Because he smiled too much when you were feelin' low
Now you're feelin' worse, funny how the cycle works
You just wanna lie in dirt
'Cause you'd rather die than hurt, "I am cursed"
Is what I tell myself when the bell rings
'Cause you gotta be ready for whatever hell brings
And there's nobody who you can even tell things
That are on your mind
But keeping to yourself ain't helping
I got so much anger and there's nothin' to do
So I'm hating every stranger who comes up to me to
Say "good morning" and "have a nice day"
Oh if only you knew, I never had a good morning
But that means nothing to you, you just say
"Coffee" and "good mornin'"
"Coffee", "coffee", and "good mornings"
I be walkin' down the hall
And I hear "coffee" and "good mornings"
I be tired and disordered, why you gotta flaunt it?
Man I know that you're important
You say "coffee" and "good mornings"
"Coffee", "coffee", and "good mornings"
Often I'd ignore it, but this morning I am pissed
'Bout to go off in a moment if you taunting
I be feeling awkward 'cause I'm feelin' horrid
Why you gotta start me off like that?
"Coffee", "coffee", "coffee"
I be walkin' down the hall
And I hear "coffee", "coffee"
Why you gotta flaunt it?
Man I know that you're important
You say "coffee" and "good mornin'"