Delusional

Those memories spin in my head
A fog of romantic dread
Don't you have a fire to tend?
You were the one that broke me
When you acted like you spoke for me
You're not my friend, why did I trust you again?
Clearly I'm delusional
Cuz I can't see the point of you
Clearly I'm predictable
You lie to me when I know the truth
Clearly I'm an idiot
Cuz I fell for you like you ever gave a shit
I was a pawn to you, fuck you and fuck all this
I still smell those cigarettes
You never wanted my respect
You play it off, to get what you want
My love's a tool you pull on the shelf
A tool you use only to help yourself
Just another gateway to doubt myself
Clearly I'm delusional
I took it all for the sinker
I'm predictable
You knew just how to pull my trigger
I'm a start-end
I never could read the clearest signs
Maybe I'm the target
You bought and sold my love with lies