Not Enough

I've been in a dark place for months trying to find the nerve to call
Been thinking about you because I couldn't find the sense at all in what I do
It's all for you
You scared me away with commitment, I know it's happened once before
And now I've been rushing' to fix it
I couldn't bear to let you go
It'd be the end, no use to pretend
I hope whoever you find you find makes you smile
Does what I couldn't do even if for a while 'cuz I'm not enough, no I'm not enough for you
I know you've been hearing some whispers, somebody's trying to hurt me bad
Swear on my life I couldn't kiss her, you're the only one I wanna have
Just look me in the eyes, you know I couldn't lie
I understand that I let you down when you're heart was true
I couldn't stand just how good it was and wouldn't see it through, but stay your tongue
Take a breath
I promise you won't deal with me again
I hope whoever you find you find makes you smile
Does what I couldn't do even if for a while 'cuz I'm not enough
No I'm not enough for you