Page of Cups

cnd I wonder is it kind
cnd will it understand that it's provision as a practicality
Gave mechanism to a stunning bit of alchemy?
cnd I wonder is it kind
cnd when it speaks will it speak grace and with pardon?
cs I have let the light linger upon it
So longingly and resting where it may
Chorus:
cnd if this is how
I strive my way along another blinding page
When looking at it now
I will be kind and therefore never will I find it strange
Verse Two:
cnd I wonder is it kind
cnd will it move with clemency or will it bow and startle
Lurching back into the fabric where at first I caught sight of it
cnd so begat an elegy?
cnd I wonder is it kind
cnd what will it see of me?
Will it see that I am right or wrong
In letting it preside as I have
Chiding me into yet another song?
Chorus:
cnd I have allowed myself autonomy to wanderingly stray
Into fanaticism of a daring kind
cnd therefore never will I find it strange
cnd if this is how
I strive my way along another blinding page
When looking at it now I will be kind
cnd therefore never will I find it strange
Verse Three:
cnd I wonder is it kind
cnd will it ever pass this way again?
cs I have waited half a century or more
Which is why I let it drag me to my knees
Then down along the floor
Chorus (Repeat)