after hours (interlude)

So was I lost maybe I was high in the moment
Maybe I was trying to enjoy it
I know it wasn't easy no one believes me
And being alone
Feels a little better than the crowd now
I just need a minute when I calm down
So now I'm alone stuck in the corner

King-sized bed make you feel so small
When it's after hours and the curtains fall
I just lay on it is there something, please
And the things feel hot
But the night's so low
Give my biggest smile
But it's just for show
And it stays the same i can feel the flame

Is it wrong let me know it hit's the hardest
How I'm always feels the farthest
Alone at the end of the party
It's been too long
Now I wanna feel so guarded
Still, I gotta feel so heartless
Alone at the end of the party