Stumbling/Gouging

Nation full of stars flag full of lies
Only thing I care about is in between her thighs
Shooting after shooting but I'm still alive
Indifferent to the bullets in between my eyes
Nation full of stars flag full of fuck
You
And whoever you come with too
I'm aiming for me
Does anyone wanna come with?
See, I don't care at this point
What y'all doing or saying
I'm never just playing
Just take me out before I start caring again
I said take me out before I start caring again
Cause at that point the alc don't matter
And the weed don't matter and the sex don't matter
So I won't matter
So take me out before I start caring again
Nah I'm just playing right?
Guys I'm just playing right?
Take me out before I give a fuck
Take me out before I give a fuck
Take me out before I give a fuck
C'mon this my hype track my disconnect from life track
Serenity is what Mark's feeling wait

It started off as just a character
But what I didn't realize is that it was actually a projection
And to think
I almost learned to live with it

Myself?
I've been thinking of smoking him you think I'm joking 'em
But there won't be no phoenix
An eighth and a light can't me much higher than I feel
It's really inverted I'm certain the walls will listen if I scream loud enough
But there won't be no walls to listen if I keep walking up out of 'em
Blinded and hazed feel better than this and I'm not even pissed
And I don't give a shit I don't care anymore
See that's the point that I'm trying to make
Come outside to see what I want you to see
Come outside to hear what I want you to hear
Please please please plea-

And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped caring right about when I neared the womb
And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped caring when I shed my
And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped caring right about when I neared the womb
And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped fucking caring

The self pity that I feel for myself when I'm thinking 'bout gouging my mouth
With bullets and bullets and bullets and bullets and bullets
And bullets and bullets and bullets of death
I can tell from my breath that drinking was top of my list today
And it's barely eight AM but I'll say it again I've stopped caring
I've become the victim of the nation of stars and flag full of lies
Save myself?
I've tried God I've tried being nice but
The girl that I liked ain't pay me no time so I played a game of my neck and knife
So what I got left?
I couldn't care less
I couldn't care less
I couldn't care less
I couldn't care less

And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped caring right about when I neared the womb
And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped caring when I shed my
And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped caring right about when I neared the womb
And I stopped caring right about sixteen years ago
I stopped fucking caring