Temporary Sanity

Strawberry airspray
Put a couple posters up in your room
Anything to distract you
From what you need and are expected to do

Your face is a mess and you're still in your room
And your clothes are on the floor cuz you could never choose
An outfit that no one will see but you

Before I know it the week is ending
I have so much to do but I got to nothing
Every minute I'm not winning I feel like I'm losing
And I just wanna make everyone proud

I know you wanna help me
So I stay stuck in temporary sanity
The second the room is empty
I'm back to another wannabe
I've been stuck in this room for so long
I'm spaced out, I almost forget my problems
I may be walking and talking but I still don't feel awake

They're all waiting on brand a new sound
Every lyric that I write has to be profound
And I can't help but think
That I'm gonna let all of them down

I swore to them all that I'd be the best
But at the time I knew I wasn't speaking from my chest
Now I just wish they'll forget whatever I said

Before I know it the week is ending
I have so much to do but I got to nothing
Every minute I'm not winning I feel like I'm losing
And I just wanna make everyone proud

I know you wanna help me
So I stay stuck in temporary sanity
The second the room is empty
I'm back to another wannabe
I've been stuck in this room for so long
I'm spaced out, I almost forget my problems
I may be walking and talking but I still don't feel awake

I don't want to feel like I'm running to my goals on a treadmill
I just wanna feel like i'm getting somewhere with everything I put in
I just wanna feel awake now
Not in a way that makes me want to escape
I just wanna feel awake now
I just wanna feel awake

I know you wanna help me
So I stay stuck in
Temporary sanity
The second the room is empty
I'm back to another wannabe
I've been stuck in this room for so long
I'm spaced out, I almost forget my problems
I may be walking and talking but I still don't feel awake