Still Speakin' (Black Milk's Outro)

Hello and in a sense goodbye
Dont know if i's meant to win but i's meant to try
Tryna make sense of it all in a senseless time
The clock's tickin stop trippin
Hot diggity silly me got a lot vision
They tried to tell me you would not listen
better keep it not twisted optionless homie this was not given
But i love a fat ass when the plot thicken

I done found my own way around my ways, i could see a lot when i close my eyes
And it still hurts all the time these days, but i need the pain to define my smiles

So i wanna tell you itll be alright itll be ok but would you believe me

I can't promise that it will but it can though
Broken boy to an imperfect man tho, and here i am yo
Here i am

I wanna thank yall for comin out
It really means so much to me
It only gets better from here
hopefully

But what does doper mine in the land of dopamine fiends
Clammerin for hits of a self image of what others value
i'm less worried with amounts now more what i'll amount to
so keep goin fam, keep climbing mount you
im begginin round two of finding myself
round one was a doozy
i think it's weird when we always say some shit was a movie
as if we aspire to be less real than we really are
say a word long enough and it dont sound right
If you look at you for long enough you might not recognize you
In this world that's designed to distract but not inspire you
Its hard to know thatyou for real but i had to try to
And its bleak but defeat i dont speak
history gonna read what i bleed on these beats
Who i was who i be in pursuit to be free to be me
To my core my obliques made of gold and resilience

Frozen in realness my goals supercilious
but know ima build this..for all us to be best
want you to know its cool to reject, its ok to dissent
Its alright to emote and homie its fine to regret
As long you dont lose hope and you gon play til the end
Shit and im far from finished
I hope all ive witnessed is the prologue to prolonged forgiveness
To all those thought i's trippin
And if i only get 15 minutes,
ima say what i need em to hear
I vow to never let this hope dissapear
Shit I think ive finally broken the mirror