Scared

Sometimes I feel like an idiot, everybody's in the water.
But I fall short, I'm dry.
Such a knot to untie.
Even when I was such a snot nosed kid,
These monsters of reality in my head keep buggin' me.
I really wanna fly.

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Wanna kill the monsters in my head.
Wanna kill them so I wont be scared.

Sometimes they call me a virgin and sometimes they never call.
But ever since the 80's I don't have sex at all.
I'm telling you it's too hard to justify.
Time will tell the difference,
When it's going through our minds that,
I'll show you yours and you'll show me mine.
I'm not kidding around, this blurry vision's killing my eyes.