Messy

I'm used to my life being a complete mess
But now I’m doing better and I'm scared of success
I've got the bike, the boy, the job, the mom, I live in a house
And I’m not at risk of dying of an overdose now

I'm finding love in the corner of a dusty room
I'm playing the guitar cause I really fucking want to
I'm showing up to the places I'm supposed to
Is this what life can be like for someone like me and you?
Someone like me and you

I'm learning how to live with a clear head
I almost forget the taste of laying in my bed
With a needle in my arm
But I won't close the door on all the people I have harmed
I promise I will make amends
Make amends

I'm kissing you in the corner of a public park
I’m playing whisper down the lane with my friends in the restaurant
I’m staying encouraged I'm pushing through
Is this what life can be like for someone like me and you?
Someone like me and you
Someone like