Rely on You

Still trapped with who I am and who I wanna be
Still mapped my life but my plans were just as wrong as me
I'm where the loners be, was where the stoners be
Still God belongs to me, still gets along with me
Still days I long to see, people I've longed to meet
But still what's wrong with me, my problems they follow me
Cuz I fight on my will
Some dig holes but I drill
It's my soul that I kill
I rely on you still
I rely on you still
I rely on you
Still a difference 'tween I seen and what I know
25 Years and it's just a number to show
25 Tears I cried that night in the O'
Those were the last I let go
She was the last I held close
That was the last that I tore
I stuck with the code
I just stayed with the course
Never press, never force
All I hold is remorse
Never let the pain show
Selfish down to my core
Prideful down to my toes
All I wanted was more
All I got was some no's
All I wanted was more
All I wanted was more
Cuz I fight on my will
Some dig holes but I drill
I rely on you still
I rely on you still
Yeah