One Last Time
Yeah, that's all she wrote
Light it up and inhale the smoke
Often hoping ill stop with hoping
And watch it go
I'm out my zone when I'm in my zone
That's just how it goes
That's why when they leave me alone
I'm feeling right at home
Desperado out here chasing after queen of diamonds
Queen of hearts is on my mind but I can't seem to find her
My ears are ringing I'm still out here tryna find the silence
Every time I fall behind in tryna find some guidance
Go ahead and save your breath man I finally got it
All these stresses got me stuck tryna be an artist
Killed this shit, my brain is fucked, maybe need the darkness
Tell me how to make it farther, it got plenty harder
Through the storm rainy day funds in short supply
I'm out here tryna say goodbye to my ride or die
I'm in this place another time, please don't ask me why
If there's a meaning for this pain I need the reason why
Got all these places to be, but still got nowhere to go
Like I have what I need, but my back to the ropes
Like I'm watching you leave, when I show up to the show
Like I'm stuck in a dream, and yet I'm watching it go
I wrote these songs because I thought it'd give me peace of mind
I tried to put my heart in this but maybe I just need some time
It's like every time I run this race I fall behind
Maybe can't decide which race I'm in or if I'm walking blind
I hate the way this ended but this story's fucking beautiful
And all the shit that I been through I still feel like it's doable
I know that we could fix it, hope that someday feelings mutual
I hate the way these broken feelings started feeling usual
Yeah, let's do it one last time
For all them one last times
My take run empty I got one last ride
Yeah
Hit the ground and now it's come back time
Like it's sunset time and my time has come that's fine
So this my closing statement hate that it's for this occasion
I miss them days and other days I wish I could erase them
Shit is crazy tryna find a way to make some changes
Tryna see the light thru fog it's like I been sedated
But I really can't complain this life has been amazing
I ain't stayed inside my lane I'm tryna break these cages
I fell a couple times that's maybe what it takes to make it
But I know without the love the stage is overrated
Let's make a toast to them hazy nights and them crazy days
Hears to hoping that something take all this pain away
And now I know that if I fell asleep and passed away
That I done lived this life the way I wanted to and that's okay
I could tell I feel to pieces for these better days
And tripping out in Amsterdam it damn near taught me everything
Crazy how a single person change your views in every way
So here's a moment silence for all the moments that passed away
And yet they're here to stay
I don't know what else to say