Woke

I don't really know where to go Everybody left so quick and I'm slow
Everybody left and I'm alone Feeling so lost, so sad in the zone
Clouds in my mind when it's dark Being so depressed I lost my spark
Getting used to much I fell apart Overthinking life gave me a cold heart
People come and go always Never had a friend that really wanted to stay
I feel like I get in the way Too insecure I always feel lame
I just want to feel something I give out a lot but receive nothing
I know that these hoes frontin' I hear the lies I can see it coming
I don't really know how to live Sleeping all day I'm so tired of this shit
You can treat me bad and I'll give Got a good heart that's always how it is
No one ever seems to understand Loneliness and pain can you hold my hand
I don't really know if I can I don't really know if I can
I know how it feels to be scared Crying out for help there's so much that
I could bear Sort the wish that somebody would care
While I look down they stare and stare I could explain how I feel
You wouldn't believe what I go through is real Need to get away just to heal
Waking up today so surreal Everything is gonna be good
I keep trying cause I know I could Try me I wish a nigga would
Stay distant cause I know I should I don't really need much friends
Just need myself to the world fuckin' ends I don't really need to pretend
I just need to go full send What you know about this sadness
Being vulnerable while everybody laughing I can't control this madness
We are not the same I'm on a whole nother status
Lost in a world so cold I'ma keep it real know that I will never fold
I'ma always try to stay woke I'ma always try to stay woke