ANGST

I'm feeling around the darkness
Hands on the wall
I am the light that my heart pitched
tar that's why the bars stick
They well preserved
I felt the urge a welch is well deserved
And well to me, This shit no fail so we can
Serve you what you need like
This some hysteria in stereo
But focus as for us this one
Carry like balls that Perry stroke
Can't bear to cope with coping mechanisms
That can't bear my weight
You barely woke compulsive pessimism couldn't
Share my place in it
Up in a minute with a billion infinities and
Infinity brilliant songs on
My enemies guillotine
I've been battling with shit, as evidence
By the baggage of honor
That it circles my ocular on my search for
Nirvana and purses for momma
And personal space
The hurdling pace and aversion agaze
He flow with the urchins
The cur with the curved rim cover the face
And covered eyes when parents nervous
The spaces between their fingers
Would widen until
I bursted right out of that shit
School ain't taught me shit but how
To cheat and acknowledge that shit
Every day I write at least I
Think I get stronger with it
I guarantee the day that doesn't
Happen I promise I'll quit

Look what this hater angst made of me
A maple tree with faded leaves
Limbs loose, ripped roots
Raging winds raised the beast
Heart cold 'til my skin cold
The pig stench makes skin itch, fists clench
And lips bulge
Hinge broke bursted in without
A knock or ring
Drop thoughts heavy as crockpots
In mommas sink stepped over red clovers
Don't cloak desk odor
Roses smell like shit unless it's
Rose gold neck boulders
So fuck bouquets for my lost Orpheus
Let the porcelain pressure burst
Same as my thoughts
'Cuz I been feeling dead inside
Wish my granny never died
Devil doing double duty demons in
This head of mines
Nevermind that I might cock the nine back
Like fuck cops, buck shots
Make your spine crack
Fingers fidgeting for figures I
Figure you niggas bitches
Anxious angst just to angles
Did it pigment made me a menace
Still counting my flaws tryna
Balance my energy
And school ain't teach me shit but
How stupid niggas can really be
Counting my flaws tryna balance my energy
And school ain't teach me shit nigga