Rest
Aye aye
Treading water heady martyr
That's the ego in me
Steady barter for what defeat could get me
Instead of carvin' out my deepest entries
I'm dizzy falling off deep seated envy
See what you're used to never
Seems to be complex
Complexity is everything
My feet before my head
And blaming steps on symmetry
Heart beating in my chest
A realest seed, at 17
I seek to 'ceed myself
And benighted my light more carefully
And by night
My life is definitely privatized
Diatribes must been suppressing me, I advise
Smoke like I ain't sized
Your hindsight is 20/20, mines entirely blind
The mistakes I make are highly priced
Amplified by repetition
If I ever turn up missing
Know my niggas got my best intentions
To be honest
I make the worst of the best I'm given
Was born a genius
Let horror teachers think I'm the niching
If I'm niche to exist
Nigga it's hella cruel
Rule of law put petty rule on the pedestal
Rule me out, the press was cool
But I'm destined to
Destined and doomed to repeat the
Shit I'm vexed to prove that I'm not
When the cash is the object and the passive
Congrats all have passed from your project
And the masses are dire
And the pastors are liars
I imagine a life where I'm
Glad to be admired with this burden
Hard to expire for anything below the surface
Hard to love people for
Anything besides their purpose
Parts of me thinking this wedding
Ring feel like a verdict
And parts of me don't think, aye
Parts of me don't blink when you hurt me
Aye i done felt some things
I'm been deserving of
And gave my bad karma to the next man
Less frantic bed-spanded
Dread let the leads and it bled panic
Head stands just tryna keep my
Yes mans around me stressed and since
My grandma stretched out
Family hands was stretched out around me, aye
Stressed out my mamma over shit under
My bed that she found
And the skeletons in my closet
Got my phone number from this love
I'm running fast like I stole somethin'
From this love, I'm running fast like I
From this love
I'm running fast like I stole somethin'
And the skeletons in my closet
Got my phone number