Change You

In the beginning you were my prize
Turns out you were in disguise
This whole time you weren't on my side
Its not your fault no one taught you how to ride
I could not change you
When we were together
You had on me lock, lock
Memories of us cruising in your drop top
All this lovin nobody could stop, stop
Never thought you'd become the opp, opp
Damn boy was you for real
My heart will never heal
I don't think even care
Look how you made me feel
I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you
But all this heartache that you caused me so much issues
Oh
You were so cold
Wish I never let you get so close
At one point they were callin us goals
Now I feel like love has no hope
Tell me how Im supposed keep an open mind
With all this darkness inside me
Got PTSD
Hearts icy
I swear to god you know don't know how many times I
Woke up in the middle of nights
Crying, no one there to wipe my eyes
Drowning, chest filled with anxiety
Sad to say at first you were my prize
Turns out you were in disguise
This whole time you weren't on my side
Its not your fault no one taught you how to ride
And I could not change you