INSOMNIA

Fear is controlling me
I don't sleep when the nights falls
My tank has been going on E
I'm in need of feeling

These days I'm so drained
Interactions so heavy
I stopped having a drink
Now my mind is all messy

Who thinks about my heart
The angst is so very stark
A stranger in my own
Minnn mind

I'm so scared to go to sleep
Monsters that once were sheep
Bouncing infront of my
Eye eyes

Sleepless every night
I can't rest my eyes
Torturing my mind
(Pray I can let it go)

Another sleepless night
Monster are eating my mind

Matters that weight heart
They don't give me any rest

I'm agitated all the time.
A little stressed when I'm at my best

Don't want to see anybody
Please don't get me involved

I'm struggling to be by myself
With another presence I'm appalled

Remind me of what we call empathy
Monsters becoming friends to me
Made peace with lack of wellbeing
I miss

What needs to give me rest or peace
Helpless I wail to comprehend
Is it driving me up the wall
I miss"
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