cruel.

It starts every night
Was so good during the day
Like a broken record
I'll do better then yesterday
Just control yourself
Like you've done before
Why can't I be like them?
That starve rather then eat more
Why'd you have to be so cruel?
So cruel?
So cruel
Is it just part of what we do?
What we do?
We do
Always feeling low
Better then ignored
The only thing that comforts me
Makes me want more
Oh I'll be better
As I lie to myself once more
Why can't I just end this?
Is it the fact that I'm so bored?
Why'd you have to be so cruel?
So cruel?
So cruel
Is it just part of what we do?
What we do?
We do
So far as it goes
There's no getting through
The only thing I know
Is that you'll lose a friend or two
What's the light of day?
She's been gone for weeks
Am I all alone?
Is it really all that bleak
Why'd you have to be so cruel?
So cruel?
So cruel
Is it just part of what we do?
What we do?
We do