High & Thinking

I'm on some calm shit in this one, I promise
Cause recently I've been going through shit if I'm being honest
Trying to numb the pain, smoking on this chronic
Shit is piling up, my heart is going subatomic

Here... We ... Go

Been at this shit for 3 years in a row
For some reason my demons always gotta show
For some reason I always end up feeling low
Lost in the world, he don't know where to go
Life gets fast, he taking drugs til he moving slow
cll his friends like “woah,” too many drugs in a row
The darkness it traps me, demons wanna interact me
Can't I just sleep happily?
Every night is a tragedy

When yo' addiction turn to a lifestyle
Being high the only thing making life worth the while
Gotta smoke a lil bit so I could put on a smile
cll alone in the night, not a soul to dial
cnd i've been going through this shit for a minute
Seeing the good ones go, but i've been doing all the sinning
R.I.P the bros, for ya niggas, I'm winning
Straight to the top, I can't give myself a limit