Anxiety

Intro

To have this persistent thought,
This persistent fear,
Of going crazy,
Of losing your mind,
Of losing your mind,

Verse 1

M E N to the A C E,
Who I be,
KCC,
Initially,
Look at me,
Mind is fucked,
Let's go crazy,
Bitch don't hate me cuz I'm insane,
Enormous pain,
Always alone,
Single man,
Bipolar throne,
Tricare insurance,
In a foreclosed home,
I define being broke,
Get off me hoe,
Unintentional,
Unprofessional,
Dont complain in confessionals,
Not to blame,
Hold me close,
Stereotype my horoscope,
Those I like I tend to let go,
Scared at night,
Outta control,
Cold twilight,
On my own,
I saw the light,
Fight or flight,
Losing my mind,
I'm about to go,
Bitch it's nice,
Put on a show,
Where'd you go,
I can't breathe,
I can't see,
What you be,
What I dream,
Chemical free,
Keep that hope,
Is what I perceive in,
Don't let go,
What I believe in,
All on my own,
My evil grin,
Gave my heart,
Words on a page,
This is my art,
Falling leaves,
Seeing things,
In fallen trees,
Now I'm gone,
Autumn breeze,
See bright lights,
And I'm following,
I told myself,
Life is hell,
Stay focused,
Or say fairwell,
Moving Slow,
Broken glass,
Dont tempt me,
Life is trash,
Visions blurry,
Mental flash,
Six feet buried,
In my cash,
Can't pretend,
Alone at last,
Forget the past,
To fill the gap,
This is it,
I'm feeling trapped,
Anxiety,

Hook

This ANXIETY,
This FEAR,
Of going CRAZY
Some of us,
Maybe not all anxiety warriors have gone through this,
And I'm going to tell you why you need this demon if you fear losing your mind,
I'm sure you know what I'm talking about,

Verse 2

Anxiety,
Emotionally
Fighting me,
Blinding me,
Fighting battles,
Y'all can't see,
Trying to keep,
My sobriety,
Popping seams,
Look at those strings,
Look underneath,
Then you'll see,
Crossed wiring,

Stopping me,
I just wanna sleep,
Just to escape,

Then it seeps,
Into my brain,
What's self esteem,
When I'm awake,
I just scream,
De-press-ing,
Meds aren't cheap,
I need relief,
Start to daydream,
Slit my wrist,
With my car keys,
When I was sleepwalking,
Poor me right,
Sharpen that blade,
On my knife,
Slice that vein,
Bleed out life,
Flashing lights,
5150 for a suicide,

Hit rewind,
Fuck that shit,
Hit reset,
I changed my mind,
Leveling out,
But my thoughts are racing now,
Close my eyes,
Try to slow down,
Sitting in my room,
Turn the lights out,
Just lay down,
But I can't sleep,
Hearts pounding,
Breathing deep,
Cycles complete,
Senses increased,
Top of the world,
I can't feel a thing
Like I'm a thought,
In someone else's brain,
I can't explain,
So I can't complain,
This is my story,
Feel my pain,
Suns gonna turn to rain,
Chemical possession,
From the pain,
Depression,
Rain clouds setting in,
I just wanna quit,
But I love my kids,
This is my anxiety,
This is it,
This is my life,
Scared see just what it's going to bring,
Fuck this shit,
Come with me,
You can see,
Watch mental illness control me,